{"product_id":"the-wandering-beloved-ten-year-anniversary-edition","title":"The Wandering Beloved: Ten Year Anniversary Edition","description":"\u003cp\u003ePicking up where \u003cem\u003eThe Wandering Leader\u003c\/em\u003e left off, continue the journey with this special ten year anniversary edition. \u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e\u003cspan class=\"a-text-bold\"\u003eWanna know what the real problem is? It’s God.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eDeep down, in that quiet place of the heart, the problem isn’t doubt—it’s disappointment. Hurt by the church. Betrayed by leaders. Embarrassed by how “Christians” behave. So I walked away. For more than a decade, I left God behind and chased success, money, and happiness instead. I blamed God for the wounds His people caused me.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eBut that wasn’t God.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eWhat followed was not a return to religion—but an unexpected pursuit. Through the army, coaching professional hockey in Europe, serving victims of war in Burma, and a long, lonely walk across Spain, I began to encounter a God I didn’t recognize. Not a rule-keeper. Not a tradition-enforcer. A God after the heart.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eIn the middle of depression and doubt, faith didn’t come from a warm feeling or a church service. It came through reason, evidence, and a hard, honest reckoning with reality. God wasn’t just real—He was good.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e\u003cspan class=\"a-text-bold\"\u003eWant to know if God is actually real? Want to meet the real Jesus?\u003cbr\u003eCome on an adventure in this ten year anniversary edition.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"David Small - Jungle Discipleship School","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":46104924815430,"sku":null,"price":15.99,"currency_code":"CAD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Hardcover","offer_id":46104924848198,"sku":null,"price":19.99,"currency_code":"CAD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0746\/4763\/3990\/files\/Untitleddesign.jpg?v=1786019792","url":"https:\/\/shop.junglediscipleshipschool.com\/products\/the-wandering-beloved-ten-year-anniversary-edition","provider":"David Small - Jungle Discipleship School","version":"1.0","type":"link"}